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at the foot and pulled it up over The Chief's face； which had already begun to take on the waxy； characterless cast of all dead faces； the innocent as well as the guilty。
6。
When I was eighteen； my Uncle Paul … the man I was named for … died of a heart attack。 My mother and dad took me to Chicago with them to attend his funeral and visit relatives from my father's side of the family； many of whom I had never met。 We were gone almost a month。 In some ways that was a good trip； a necessary and exciting trip； but in another way it was horrible。 I was deeply in love； you see； with the young woman who was to bee my wife two weeks after my nieenth birthday。 One night when my longing for her was like a fire burning out of control in my heart and my head （oh yes； all right； and in my balls； as well）； I wrote her a letter that just seemed to go on and on … I poured out my whole heart in it； never looking back to see what I'd said because I was afraid cowardice would make me stop。 I didn't stop； and when a voice in my head clamored that it would be madness to mail such a letter； that I would be giving her my naked heart to hold in her hand； I ignored it with a child's breathless disregard of the consequences。 I often wondered if Janice kept that letter； but never quite got up enough courage to ask。 All I know for sure is that I did not find it when I went through her things after the funeral； and of course that by itself means nothing。 I suppose I never asked because I was afraid of discovering that burning epistle meant less to her than it did to me。
It was four pages long； I thought I would never write anything longer in my life； and now look at this。 All this； and the end still not in sight。 If I'd known the story was going to go on this long； I might never have started。 What I didn't realize was how many doors the act of writing unlocks； as if my Dad's old fountain pen wasn't really a pen at all； but some strange variety of skeleton key。 The mouse is probably the best example of what I'm talking about … Steamboat Willy； Mr。 Jingles； the mouse on the Mile。 Until I started to write； I never realized how important he （yes； he） was。 The way he seemed to be looking for Delacroix before Delacroix arrived； for instance … I don't think that ever occurred to me； not to my conscious mind； anyway； until I began to write and remember。
I guess what I'm saying is that I didn't realize how far back I'd have to go in order to tell you about John Coffey； or how long I'd have to leave him there in his cell； a man so huge his feet didn't just stick off the end of his bunk but hung down all the way to the floor。 I don't want you to forget him； all right？ I want you to see him there； looking up at the ceiling of his cell； weeping his silent tears； or putting his arms over his face。 I want you to hear him； his sighs that trembled like sobs； his occasional watery groan。 These weren't the sounds of agony and regret we sometimes heard on E Block； sharp cries with splinters of remorse in them； like his wet eyes； they were somehow removed from the pain we were used to dealing with。 In a way … I know how crazy this will sound； of course I do； but there is no sense in writing something as long as this if you can't say what feels true to your heart … in a way it was as if it was sorrow for the whole world he felt； something too big ever to be pletely eased。 Sometimes I sat and talked to him； as I did with all of them … talking was our biggest； most important job； as I believe I have said … and I tried to fort him。 I don't feel that I ever did； and part of my heart was glad he was suffering； you know。 Felt he deserved to suffer。 I even thought sometimes of calling the governor （or getting Percy to do it … hell； he was Percy's damn uncle； not mine） and asking for a stay of execution。 We shouldn't burn him yet； I'd say It's still hurting him too much； biting into him too much； twisting in his guts like a nice sharp stick。 Give him another niy days； your honor； sir。 Let him go on doing to himself what we can't do to him。
It's that John Coffey I'd have you keep to one side of your mind while I finish catching up to where I started … that John Coffey lying on his bunk； that John Coffey who was afraid of the dark perhaps with good reason； for in the dark might not two shapes with blonde curls … no longer little girls but avenging harpies … be waiting for him？ That John Coffey whose eyes were always streaming tears； like blood from a wound that can never heal。
7。
So The Chief burned and The President walked … as far as C Block； anyway； which was home to most of Cold Mountain's hundred and fifty lifers。 Life for The Pres turned out to be twelve years。 He was drowned in the prison laundry in 1944。 Not the Cold Mountain prison laundry； Cold Mountain closed in 1933。 I don't suppose it mattered much to the inmates … wars is walls； as the cons say； and Old Sparky was every bit as lethal in his own little stone death chamber； I reckon； as he'd ever been in the storage room at Cold Mountain。
As for The Pres； someone shoved him face…first into a vat of dry…cleaning fluid and held him there。 When the guards pulled him out again； his face was almost entirely gone。 They had to ID him by his fingerprints。 On the whole； he might have been better off with Old Sparky 。。。 but then he never would have had those extra twelve years； would he？ I doubt he thought much about them； though； in the last minute or so of his life； when his lungs were trying to learn how to breathe Hexlite and lye cleanser。
They never caught whoever did for him。 By then I was out of the corrections line of work； but Harry Terwilliger wrote and told me。 〃He got muted mostly because he was white；〃 Harry wrote； 〃but he got it in the end； just the same。 I just think of it as a long stay of execution that finally ran out。〃
There e for us in E Block； once The Pres was gone。 Harry and Dean were temporarily reassigned； and it was just me； Brutal； and Percy on the Green Mile for a little bit。 Which actually meant just me and Brutal； because Percy kept pretty much to himself。 I tell you； that young man was a genius at finding things not to do。 And every so often （but only when Percy wasn't around）； the other guys would show up to have what Harry liked to call 〃a good gab。〃 On many of these occasions the mouse would also show up。 We'd feed him and he'd sit there eating； just as solemn as Solomon； watching us with his bright little oilspot eyes。
That was a good few weeks； calm and easy even with Percy's more than occasional carping。 But all good things e to an end； and on a rainy Monday in late July … have I told you how rainy and dank that summer was？ … I found myself sitting on the bunk of an open cell and waiting for Eduard Delacroix。
He came with an unexpected bang。 The door leading into the exercise yard slammed open； letting in a
flood of light； there was a confused rattle of chains； a frightened voice babbling away in a mixture of English and Cajun French （a patois the cons at Cold Mountain used to call da bayou）； and Brutal hollering； 〃Hey！ Quit it！ For Chrissakes！ Quit it； Percy！〃
I had been half…dozing on what was to bee Delacroix's bunk； but I was up in a hurry； my heart slugging away hard in my chest。 Noise of that kind on E Block almost never happened until Percy came； he brought it along with him like a bad smell。
〃e on； you fuckin French…fried faggot！〃 Percy yelled； ignoring Brutal pletely。 And here he came； dragging a guy not much bigger than a bowling pin by one arm。 In his other hand； Percy had his baton。 His teeth were bared in a strained grimace； and his face was bright red。 Yet he did not look entirely unhappy。 Delacroix was trying to keep up with him； but he had the legirons on； and no matter how fast he shuffled his feet； Percy pulled him along faster。 I sprang out of the cell just in time to catch him as he fell； and that was how Del and I were introduced。
Percy rounded on him； baton raised； and I held him back with one arm。 Brutal came puffing up to us； looking as shocked and nonplussed by all this as I felt。
〃Don't let him hit me no mo； m'sieu；〃 Delacroix babbled。 〃S'il vous plait； s'il vous plait！〃
〃Let me at im； let me at im！〃 Percy cried； lunging forward。 He began to hit at Delacroix's shoulders with his baton。 Delacroix held his arms up； screaming； and the stick went whap…whap…whap against the sleeves of his blue prison shirt。 I saw him that night with the shirt off； and that boy had bruises from Christmas to Easter。 Seeing them made me feel bad。 He was a murderer； and nobody's darling； but that's not the way we did things on E Block。 Not until Percy came； anyhow。
〃Whoa！ Whoa！〃 I roared。 〃Quit that！ What's it all about； anyway？〃 I was trying to get my body in between Delacroix's and Percy's； but it wasn't working very well。 Percy's club continued to flail away； now on one side of me and now on the other。 Sooner or later he was going to bring one down on me instead of on his intended target； and then there was going to be a brawl right here in this corridor； no matter who his relations were。 I wouldn't be able to help myself； and Brutal was apt to join in。 In some ways； you know； I wish we'd done it。 It might have changed some of the things that happened later on。
〃Fucking faggot！ I'll teach you to keep your hands off me； you lousy bum…puncher！〃
Whap！ Whap！ Whap！ And now Delacroix was bleeding from one ear and screaming。 I gave up trying to shield him； grabbed him by one shoulder； and hurled him into his cell； where he went sprawling on the bunk。 Percy darted around me and gave him a final hard whap on the butt … one to go on； you could say。 Then Brutal grabbed him … Percy … I mean … by the shoulders and hauled him across the corridor。
I grabbed the cell door and ran it shut on its tracks。 Then I turned to Percy； my shock and bewilderment at war with pure fury。 Percy had been around about several months at that point； long enough for all of us to decide we didn't like him very much； but that was the first time I fully understood how out of control he was。
He stood watching me； not entirely without fear … he was a coward at heart； I never had any doubt of that … but still confident that his connections would protect him。 In that he was correct。 I suspect there are people who wouldn't understand why that was； even after all I've said； but they would be people who only know the phrase Great Depression from the history books。 If you were there； it was a lot more than a phrase in a book； and if you had a steady job； brother； you'd do almost anything to keep it。
The color was fading out of Percy's face a little by then； but his cheeks were still flushed； and his hair； which was usually swept back and gleaming with brilliantine； had tumbled over his forehead。
〃What in the Christ was that all about？〃 I asked。 〃I have never … I have never！ … had a prisoner beaten onto my block before！〃
〃Little fag bastard tried to cop my joint when I pulled him out of the van；〃 Percy said。 〃He had it ing； and I'd do it again。〃
I looked at him； too flabbergasted for words。 I couldn't imagine the most predatory homosexual on God's green earth doing what Percy had just described。 Preparing to move into a crossbar apartment on the Green Mile did not； as a rule； put even the most deviant of prisoners in a sexy mood。
I looked back at Delacroix； cowering on his bunk with his arms still up to protect his face。 There were cuffs on his wrists and a chain running between his ankles。 Then I turned to Percy 〃Get out of here；〃 I said。 〃I'll want to talk to you later。〃
〃Is this going to be in your report？〃 he demanded truculently。 〃Because if it is； I can make a report of my own； you know。〃
I didn't want to make a report； I only wanted him out of my sight。 I told him so。
〃The matter's closed；〃 I finished。 I saw Brutal looking at me disapprovingly； but ignored it。 〃Go on； get out of here。 Go over to Admin and tell them you're supposed to read letters and help in the package room。〃
〃Sure。〃 He had his posure back； or the crackheaded arrogance that served him as posure。 He brushed his hair back from his forehead with his hands … soft and white and small； the hands of a girl in her early teens； you would have thought … and then approached the cell。 Delacroix saw him； and