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shionable sign of the atom。 But now these fabulous structures were abandoned； left behind by the chill silicon void of the millennium's end。 Their aqua paint was faded and peeling； their once…wondrous swoops and starbursts and streamlined angles rusting； falling away。
The buildings seemed to sway and nod over the street as if trying to pull Zach into their sterile dream。 The street was full of trash； crumpled fast…food bags and torn newspapers drifting like aimless ghosts。 The swamp was reclaiming the town on all sides； stagnant tongues of water lapped at the sidewalks； cattails grew in every vacant lot。 Altogether； the town made Zach think of the opening helicopter landing scene of Romero's Day of the Dead as filmed on the ruined set of The Jetsons： desolation in which rotting corpses might rise； set against a backdrop as garish and sad as a forgotten cartoon。
He got out of Two Egg in a hurry。 Thirty minutes later he crossed the state line into Georgia。
Now he was on Tybee Island； according to the signs he'd been nearly too bleary…eyed to read by the time he finally hit the coast。 Just east of Savannah； Tybee was a cheap resort area frequented by redneck and middle…class family groups all summer。 The island was honeybed with seaside motels； fried seafood shacks； shell stands； and those weird； ubiquitous little Indian boutiques with their unvarying inventory of gauzy cotton clothes； incense； out…of…date rock posters； cheap jewelry； and drug paraphernalia。
This early； nearly everything was closed。 Zach paid cash for a room at the Sea Castle Motor Inn； parked his car behind the Pepto…Bismol…colored building； and walked down to the beach。
The Atlantic Ocean looked dark and murky； not quite slate； not quite green。 The foam that laced the breakers was like whipped cream squeezed out of a can； thin and unappetizing； unnatural…looking。 And the sand…a hundred times worse than the chalky whitish stuff on the Gulf … gray and wet and heavy； like silt； like sludge。 Zach nudged a heap of it with the toe of his sneaker and uncovered a broken plastic shovel； the wrapper from a Payday bar； the gritty； sticky wad of a used condom。 He kicked sand back over the whole mess and watched it fall in a dirty spray； only half hiding the trash。
He had thought the ocean would soothe his jangling nerves。 Instead the sight of it endlessly heaving and churning made him feel tight inside； lost somehow； as if this was not the place he had meant to e to at all。 He had also thought there would be other teenagers on the beach； that he would be able to blend in and look like part of some holiday crowd。 But at this early hour the beach was nearly empty； and the few people he saw were middle…aged couples or terribly young parents with herds of tiny children。 Even when he took his shirt off and let the fledgling sun beat on his pale back and shoulders； Zach felt about as inconspicuous as Sid Vicious at a Baptist covered…dish supper。
He was beginning to realize just how little he knew about life outside of New Orleans。 But that was all right： with intelligence and intuition； he could hack it。
Hacking was defined as the manipulation of any plex system； as in 〃I can't hack getting dressed tonight； so I'm going to the club in my bathrobe。〃 The plex system could be numbers on a screen or the relays and interchanges of the phone system； those were mechanical； and all you had to do was learn them。 The crucial fact many puter hackers never seemed to realize…and the reason some of them were perceived as such geeks…was that the world and all its sentient beings and their billions of stories prised the most intricate； fascinating system of all。
He pushed himself up off the gray sand and walked to the edge of the water。 The glare caught the round lenses of his glasses； made his eyes sting and tear。 Fine； he felt like crying anyway。 A breeze tainted with the odors of wet salt and crude oil caught his hair and pushed it back from his face； dried the faint sheen of sweat on his forehead and upper lip。 The tears and the wind felt good together。
Zach looked up and down the beach； followed the juncture of sand and water until it merged into infinity。 South of here were the Georgia Sea Islands； where the rich language and culture of the Gullah people had dried up over the past century like so many fronds of marsh grass never woven into baskets； like so many magical roots never fashioned into protective 〃hands。〃 North was the rest of the Atlantic Seaboard； more than a thousand miles of that churning； strange…colored ocean stretching all the way up to the unimaginably toxic sands of New York and New Jersey。
Soon the beach began to get crowded； and Zach saw that he would never be able to blend in here。 The redneck dudes in their drawstring jams and scraggly little mustaches； the dudettes with their bleached…permed…frosted hair and cottage cheese asses and scary； leathery tans； the kids that were hideous little replicas of their parents in Teenage Mutant Ninja drag…all stared at Zach as if he might be something nasty that had washed up overnight and hadn't floated back out yet。 It was time to crash； time to sleep now so he could blow this boring joint by nightfall。
Back in his room at the Sea Castle； Zach stripped out of his sweaty cutoffs； laid his glasses on the nightstand； and crawled into the double bed。 The sheets were worn but clean and cool。 He nestled into the pillows； closed his eyes； felt delicious exhaustion wash over him； thought of the kid Leaf and suddenly had a raging boner that was never going to let him sleep in a million years； noway； nohow。
Zach leaned over the edge of the bed and rummaged in one of his bags； found a string of little blue plastic packets； and tore one off。 He never used rubbers for sex unless the other person insisted…and many of his lovers in New Orleans had insisted； he was known for more than his pallid good looks and mysterious wealth （which bination had convinced a certain set of French Quarter kids that Zach was a vampire and another set entirely that he was dying of AIDS and whooping it up while he still could）。 But he always used them for beating off。 Not a one had broken yet； and he figured he was getting into the thousands。
He fitted the slippery little sheath over the head of his dick and unrolled it； sliding his hand down with it； pretending it was Leaf's mouth。 The weight of the sheet was Leaf's hands； the extra pillow was Leafs skinny body pressed smooth against his own。 But when he came； Leaf disappeared and Zach saw an achingly blue wave crashing and foaming on pure white sand。
The rubber； as always； remained intact。 Maybe they had made the things flimsier back in '72。
For a few minutes he lay with his mind wandering and his hand still moving idly。 Not until warm tendrils of e started trickling back down into his pubic hair did he pull the thing off； knot the end of it； and toss it in the general direction of the toilet。 He heard a small wet plop that meant bull's…eye； though the room was so small it would've been hard to miss。 If every sperm was sacred； Zach figured he had made more offerings to the altar of the porcelain goddess than any other。
When he woke up later and saw the condom floating like a pale chrysalis in the blue…tinged water of the bowl； he would pee on it and then flush it。 Zach thought his body was a nifty machine and had a healthy appreciation of its many functions。
He turned over； stretched his lanky arms and legs across the unfamiliar expanse of mattress； pushed his head into the mound of pillows。 One of them lay snug against his side like a warm body sinking into sleep。 For an instant he wondered how it would be to fall asleep and wake up with someone next to him every morning； bodies fitting together in easy familiarity； skin smelling of each other and the safe shared bed。
But only for an instant did he think he might like it。 These were thoughts that usually only came to him on leaden winter mornings； when the needling rain of a New Orleans cold spell streaked his windowpanes。
The pillow was his only constant bedmate； in all its malleable； forting forms。 He held it close and pressed his face into it； smelled cotton and detergent and the lingering ghost of his e； damp and salty as the ocean； but cleaner。 In a while the image of his own bed faded from behind his eyes； and Zach began to dream of a long expanse of silky； sugary white sand； of water the color of the sky； of sky the color of the sun。
When he woke the room was full of sunset's first light； deep pinks and lavenders that lay in overlapping petal…like layers across the bedclothes and made him think he was still dreaming。 As consciousness seeped back in； Zach contemplated going out to the beach to watch the sun set and get something to eat。 A steady edge of hunger was gnawing at his stomach。 But all the happy couples were probably strolling hand in hand in the grimy surf。 Zach decided to stay in and order a pizza。
He paged through the phone book； ripped out the Domino's ad and tore it into tiny pieces…they supported Operation Rescue and other heinous fascist causes…then dialed a local parlor and ordered a twelve…inch pie with triple jalapenos。
Thirty minutes later； his hair dripping from a fast shower； Zach munched pizza and drank grape soda from the motel's machine while he studied his new atlas。 He'd stopped to fill the Mustang's tank somewhere near Valdosta； and while it had not been nearly as fine an adventure as his stop in Pass Christian； he had scored three tapes； a hot Slim Jim； and the book of maps。 He saw that 1…95 north from Savannah would take him all the way into North Carolina。 Zach didn't like interstates； but he was well away from New Orleans now and ready to cover some more distance in a hurry。
And after North Carolina； where？ Leaf had thought him a New Yorker。 Zach had always been intrigued by the idea of such a tiny island…bound city crammed full of people of every possible race； gender； and persuasion； entire cultures and culture wars； systems of magic and religion； infinite microcosms。 Maybe now he could get lost there。
He finished his pizza； dropped off his room key at the office； slapped on his new Hank Williams tape； and headed north。
Just before midnight Zach sat drinking a Bloody Maria at the Sombrero Lounge； a colorful confection of a building molded primarily of pink stucco； orange neon； and thousands of twinkling white fairy lights。 The South of the Border theme park on 1…95 had drawn him in like a bug to a gaudy flame。
SOB's increasingly surreal billboards loomed along the highway for thirty miles before the park； all 3…D papier…mache sculpture and moving parts； giant hot dogs and spinning sheep and the smirking mustachioed mug of pedro； the SOB mascot。 It was like a little city set down in the middle of nowhere； halfway between New Jersey and Disney World （as one of the signs bragged）； and after three hours of dark interstate flanked by monotonous stretches of farmland and stands of pine； its tacky bars and souvenir shops with their Easter egg paint jobs of purple and pink and chartreuse had looked to Zach like the lights of Bourbon Street at Mardi Gras。
As he finished his drink； an eye…watering blend of tequila and Tabasco with a splash of tomato juice； an idea came to him。 He left the bar and drove across the plex to pedro's motel； paid cash for one of the 〃heir conditioned〃 rooms； dug his battery…powered laptop puter out of the back seat and took it inside； along with the OKI 900 cellular phone he carried everywhere。 Zach had tumbled the phone； or reprogrammed it to generate a new ID number each time he used it。 It could not receive calls； but neither could his calls be traced。
The furniture and walls of the room were painted pink； the bed heart…shaped； with a mirror on the ceiling and a slick spread of lurid red satin。 No doubt you could put a quarter in and summon the Magic Fingers。 Instead； Zach turned on the laptop； entered a stolen MCI credit card number； and dialed into the posing department of the New Orleans Times…Picayune。
Over a year ago he had discovered that the newspaper had a program that let reporters type in their stories from home。 He'd created an account for himself； cha